November 18, 2019
26, 2020

And then it happened: I resigned from my job.

It doesn't matter how long you will prepare yourself for this moment, your heart will try anyway to break through your breast, beating hard, and all the words you prepared in your head, in a smooth and linear speech, will be missed.

Maybe there aren't other ways to deal with this situation.
You will face with two feelings: looking forward to be to the other side of the world, being amazed from the unknown, and the choice of leaving behind relationships and people that care about you, beside their love for you.

It is a needle of a compass, which points slightly more towards one pole than the other.
It's not a random mistake or a temporary thought. I know how to seal this boat and I know where I'm heading to.

If I could avoid to let people feel they are less important than my personal choices, it would be less painful.

I decided then, this is my last month at work here.
To say better: I left my contract, good salary, possibility to grow in this or other companies on the island, to find...the undefined.

All good then. I made a deal.

Gzira, Malta
November 18, 2019
Melbourne, Australia
February 26, 2020